Pain...

Pain......
Pain comes in many form...Its either pain in wounds,blue-black,love or etc...We will face it in our life and u can never run from it...Anyway,the story that I'm about 2 tell is about pain in love...!!!

I tried so hard 2 be there 4 u...I made myself understand about yr problems and etc..I told u everything from going out with my friends and etc...I didn't even hide nor lie 2 u but y did u do this 2 me??Wat r u trying 2 prove 2 me??I'm really hurt inside..I  sent u a good nite text every single day..I shared with u everything I know and this is yr payback??I am really blur..It was so obvious just now that u played me..U rather sit beside her than sitting beside me??I'm yr freaking gf 4 goodness sake..U know how much I hate it when u r with her but u still insist on sitting beside her??If u wanna hang out with her,I dun mind but sitting beside her when I'm around is over the limit..If u really love her and wants her 2 be yr gf then go ahead but break it off with me 1st...

I'm actually clueless about this all..I didn't want 2 believe what every1 has 2 say about u but now when I myself actually saw and heard about it,I no longer have the power 2 clear this off as I'm really hurt...!!!I didn't know that u would actually do that 2 me..I know I'm not perfect from the outside nor on the inside but I'm just being me..I thought u will be the 1 that will catch me when I fall,cheer me up when I'm down and also be there when I needed a shoulder 2 cry on but things had not been the same since I gave u space..I tried so hard not 2 text u when my fingers was itching 2 do so and I tried so hard not 2 disturb u when I needed u 2 be there 4 me...

All u ever did was take it 4 granted...U didn't read the signs of me being hurt??I was always putting a fake smile on my face when we are around with yr friends and mine..I tried so hard 2 hide it inside but it was so obvious when u pushed me away...U didn't even try 2 fix it but u just went with the flow...Am I really a cheap girl 2 u??Do u even care whats on my mind and in my heart??If u do,u would not hurt me like how u r hurting me now..I surrendered all my heart and trust 2 u but I get this in return??

U said that u have been giving stuffs and not getting it back in return but please open yr eyes and see that u have been taking more than u have been giving..U r really hopeless...I tried so hard 2 cope with u and yr situation but I dun think I can trust u anymore as u might be hiding things from me..All i cud say is that u better fix things now before its too late....


Yours truly,
A girl with a broken heart....!!!