Monday, 27 August 2012

Queendies: The New Beginning

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Queendies: Missing a LOVE one is Difficult...

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Queendies: I miss u like Crazy...

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Queendies: Pain...

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Queendies: Freedom...

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Queendies: Body Image....

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Queendies: Single and SAD...

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Single and SAD...

Hey.......

Single means free 2 mingle but its not that easy when your friends are all in a relationship...You have 2 do things differently with them because they are not on the same page as you are.....

So,this is what it feels like to be single and be surrounded by all the couples....You feel all alone in your own world and will start missing someone...Its like you,yourself wanna have a partner but can't seem 2 find the right one...!!! Is it because you are choosy?Well,that depends on what we are referring to...

Anyway,on my perspective,I will feel lost like I don't belong in that particular group because I have nothing 2 share about my partner 2 my friends(because I don't have 1)...When everyone seems 2 talk about their partner,all I can do is just listen and nod....I will also start 2 wonder that am I even part of their topic? or they just wanna hang out with me because they have too and not want too(if u know what i mean)...!!! I don't mind being the only single person whom is surrounded by all the couples but sometimes i wanna be a part of their conversation...The reason that I'm saying this is because I was suppose 2 go out with my friends tomorrow 2 a theme park and all of them have girl friends and boy friends except me...So,when they look at me,they were like........"We need 2 get u a partner so u won't feel lonely when u are on rides" and I was like....."Its ok...I can ride alone..."

So,now I know and realize what it feels like 2 be in this situation...I just needed to share it with all of you out there who feels the same..Its not a jealousy feeling but its just a lonely feeling...Sometimes,I feel like i wanna do something crazy like climbing up a mountain and scream my lungs out but i have 2 do it alone...!!!When I invite my friends,they need 2 check with their partners 1st and then decide whether they wanna go or not because usually,if their partners don't wanna follow,they will also do the same and it just spoils the mood...!!!

I myself don't know if I'm the same when I'm in a relationship but I know that I made time and did crazy stuffs with my friends....I know I can't really judge myself but I hope that whoever out there who knows me and might be reading this,will let me know....

Signed sincerely,
Queendies.....